Well I have the baby's stuff packed and I'm getting antsy to go. Cameron will be home tonight and then we leave for Mountain Home tomorrow to stay with Cameron's sister and her family. Brooklyn is taking us to the airport Monday morning. My emotions are alternating between worry, panic, fantasizing about the baby, and complete peace. My dreams about the baby include him being over 10 lbs so I have no clothes to fit him, I forget about him and leave him in the hotel room, and another dream where I have no idea how to feed or take care of him. Wow, my subconscience thinks I'm going to be a great mother! :)
Still no date for the c-section but the plan is for this next week.
5 comments:
I'm so excited for you! Before I had my first baby I had dreams I left the baby home while I went shopping and then realized what I did and would be in a panic to get home. I had this dream several times. So I guess you are normal... or we are both crazy!:)
I am SO excited for you! I hope everything goes well. You are in our thoughts and prayers. We can't wait to see pictures of the little one!!
Vanessa!
I have such an admiration for you and all you have gone through to get this baby! I had a good cry with your mom when we went to Idaho for Christmas. As a mother of 4 and never having a problem getting pregnant...I cannot imagine what you have gone through. But know how much I do know that being a mother will change your life forever. I wish you and Cameron the best because you deserve it! Love you so much-
Well, at least you haven't had to have the dreams where the baby's face is pressed up against your stomach and looks freaky (like a face pushed against a balloon). Those are the kind I have. :) Congrats!! We are SO excited for you guys and know that you will be great parents.
What a blessing you will be to this sweet baby! You are in our prayers (and C is too).
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